Completely ridiculous;

2011-12-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

That awkward moment when those idiots don't appreciate what you have done for them.

Scared, I am.

2011-12-04T13:16:00.000+08:00

My first two weeks of semester the fourth was seemingly blah and rather uneventful. The lecturers are okay, some being more entertaining than others. Lots of biased lecturers this year, I must add. My economics classes are fun, due to the fact that our lecturer is an effeminate male who teaches in the most different (and effective) way. We have Journalism and Issues in Modern Malaysia this semester; both involve a lot of writing. Hopefully, my love (or so I think it's love) for putting my thoughts into words would be able to aid me in those two particular subjects. And then, it's the three amazing (and killer) subjects - graphic design, photo communication (photography) and publishing. These involve a lot of hours spent on Photoshop, brainstorming, imagination and a truckload-full of patience.

Let's just hope this semester will be good one, yes?

Like an eagle.

2011-11-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

During those times when I feel at my lowest, there will always be somebody there to help me fly back up again. Thank you for these amazing, beautiful people in my life, God. Thank you so, so much. It's so nice to know that You're always there to guide me even when I don't always practice your teachings as I much as I should. :) You are indeed, Great.

Disclosed picture.

2011-11-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

Those beautiful mates of mine. ♥

Like Dongkey Kong.

2011-11-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

How are my exam results, you ask?

Better than I expected, really, seeing as I wasn't really prepared for my last semester's final examinations. I'm rather proud of myself for getting an 'A' in my News writing and Reporting subject. NOT BAD! I am rather disappointed though. I didn't get to maintain my spot in the Dean's List this time. So near, yet so far! Ah, well, what has happened has already happened. Serves me right for not studying hard enough.

And with this, I say, "BRING IT ON, SEMESTER FOUR!"

The epitome of fear.

2011-11-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, I would like to wish y'all;

Happy November!

Hopefully, November will be a better month for all of us.

I'm currently waiting patiently for a certain email to come through. What email, you ask? Well, today is the day us UiTM diploma students get our exam results! No email, so far. All I see are emails from this pregnancy website. (This stupid application my sister downloaded into my iPod. Managed to delete it, but the emails still kept pouring in. God help me.) Definitely nerve-wrecking.

I hope this email will change my life for the better. Amin.

A dream is a wish your heart makes.

2011-10-25T03:08:00.001+08:00

I found these following pictures on the one and only Tumblr. What caught my interest was that the artist of these drawings drew the princesses (and villain) in a way that was so life-like! In other words, this is what they would look like if they were real people:

Ariel in The Little Mermaid

Aurora in Sleeping Beauty

Belle in The Beauty and the Beast

Esmeralda in The Hunchback of Notre Dame

Jasmine from Aladdin

Meg from Hercules

Ursula from The Little Mermaid

Mulan from Mulan

Pocahontas from Pocahontas

P.S. Jasmine and Pocahontas are so fcking beautiful I can't even -

P.P.S. My self-esteem just died right there. Ugh, why.

A plunging roller coaster.

2011-10-25T02:51:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I was in a major depressed mood today. (Something about me not having any friends. I'll get back to you on that.) Naturally, I tweeted about it, aaaaaand about a few minutes later, I got this text from this awesome friend of mine. It cheered me up instantly! It's just nice to know that distance doesn't affect friendship, no matter how paranoid you are about it. Thank you, E. ♥

Oh, and about me being all depressed about that absence of friends thing ... well, I don't really want to touch that topic right now. Maybe later.

Also, I would also like to add that your presence on my cbox has also made me happier than I would have been. You know who you are! :B

Thanks for being there. :')

I'm blogging from my iPod.

2011-10-16T19:07:00.002+08:00

This is cool.

Morning malfunction.

2011-10-13T16:33:00.001+08:00

My eyes stared frantically at the unlit buttons as my hands slammed down onto each one. The old man stood motionless at my side, his eyes not moving and expressionless. My heart was pounding at an increasing pace under my rib cage and my hands - which were still pressing the elevator buttons in hopes that one would magically work - were trembling in fear. Oh, yes. I was going to die. My lungs were going to run out of oxygen and my soul would be knocked out of my body without mercy. I was going to die with no one but an elderly stranger by my side ...

... and then I opened my eyes and realised that I was on my bed, with my mum's voice piercing through the air, telling me to wake up and go complete my chores. My heart was still pounding in my chest, threatening to fly out of it, and when I reached for my phone, my hands were still shaking in terror.

I have a huge fear of dying in elevators. Don't laugh.

Have a good day, people.

P.S. Oh, and uh, thanks for keeping me company in the elevator, random old man.

P.P.S. I'm not really good at writing stories, sorry.

Rolling into oblivion.

2011-10-10T02:59:00.002+08:00

Hello! Well, I revamped my blog. And yes, no picture. I don't have any current ones at the moment, so I guess I won't put one up until I do. :)

What has been going on in my life lately? Hmm ...

STUDIES
My studies are okay-ish, so far. I don't exactly know if I can get into the Dean's List for my 3rd semester though. It's pretty hard to tell. My on-going assessment marks were rather hopeless. Herp derp. I'll just need to pray hard and hope for the best!

SOCIAL LIFE
Well, since I have left Lendu for my semester break, my social life for this upcoming month and a half will be revolved around my friends back home. Yay! I haven't met all of them yet (their final exam papers just finished; hello!), but I sure will! :D Back to hanging out at the mamak stalls, shopping malls and random places. Not that I won't see my friends back at Lendu, o'course. (Yes, le Lendu amigos, let's set a date.)

WORK
Okay, honestly, I have never ever worked in my life. I was never really able to find the initiative to do so, BUT (yes, there's a 'but') I may have something coming up to the likes of that. Perhaps, an internship. I have no idea. I need to go and investigate first. At least, I'll have something to do to fill in the voids of wasted time in this semester break.

LOVE LIFE
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no, just ... no. *cricket sounds* If my love life was a book, it'd have empty pages.

I NEED MONEY. Heck yeah.

2011-10-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

WHY THE FCK AM I SUCH A NOOB?

OMG IT'S BEEN ONE FCKING YEAR, SOFEYA.

ONE FCKING YEAR.

:(

Semester the third, I bid you goodbye.

2011-10-07T01:16:00.001+08:00

Title: Lendu Chapter Three in Pictures

See you in the fourth!

Hghklph

2011-10-05T13:16:00.002+08:00

It's raining, it's pouring ... and I WANT TO GO OUT! :(

.___.

2011-09-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

I should start to love myself. Then perhaps, people might love me. -.- Yes, yes, I have the lowest self-esteem like, ever. Shaddaps. D:

It's all about the money, money, money.

2011-09-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

So, like, 50% of my friends are using Blackberries now. K, cool. HAHA.

Takpa lah, I shall just settle down with my much-loved Xperia until my mum gets a new phone and decides to pass down her Blackberry to me. Only God knows when that will happen. :B

Of course, this post isn't here to talk about Blackberries or iPhones or iPads and all that. At this hour, yours truly will be talking (well, typing, actually) about STUPID IDIOTIC MORONIC PEOPLE WHO DON'T BAYAR HUTANG EVEN THOUGH THEY CAN AFFORD TO BUY ONE OUT OF THE GADGETS LISTED ABOVE.

Hah, caps lock-ed and bold-ed lagi. Ambik kau.

So okay, like seriously - not to point fingers at anyone or anything - but these kind of people (I discovered) actually do exist. Lets take a situation for example (any similarities it has to anyone else's situation is purely coincidental :B); you loan your friend about RM 300. You don't think twice about loaning that money. Heck, it's your close friend kan, so kesian lah dia tak berduit. So yeah, after loaning it, your friend's happy, bla bla bla ... ZOOM TO THE FUTURE 6 MONTHS LATER;

You: Eh, bila nak bayaq hutang ni?
Friend: Oh, sat naaa. Ceq takdak duit lagi ni. Ceq guna duit ceq untuk bayaq semua buku teks ceq.
You: Oh, orait!

ANOTHER 3 MONTHS LATER ...

You: Hutang ceq mana?
Friend: Oh, maaf maaf! Ceq guna semua duit ceq untuk bayaq loan kereta. Sat naaa!
You: Orait!

That night, you log onto Facebook, and you see your friend's latest status in your news feed. Your eyes widen in shock and horror when you see it. No, it isn't because of the status and no, it definitely isn't because of your friend's extremely disgusting profile picture. It's those two words that no other person-who-loaned-money-to-a-friend would like to see under their friend's status:

Via iPhone

VIA FRIGGIN' iPHONE!

WHAT. THE. FCKING. FCK.

The thought that would probably go running in your head after seeing those horrible two words: "Okay, so like, you can't afford to pay me that small sum of money when you can buy some phone for like 10 times that amount. WOW. JUST WOW."

And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why we should not trust people with our money. GOOD DAY.

Okay, no lah, that would be mean, haha. Not all people who borrow money are like that. The pengajaran we would get from this is perhaps: Loan, if you DARE. I'm sorry to all those yang terasa dengan this post, but seriously lah, pay up okay! -.- Asdfghjkl.

K, bai.

P.S. I memang saja letak lorat/loghat utara. HAHA, it just ... flew ... into my mind .__.

P.P.S. Yes, I know, FB doesn't have that 'via iPhone' crap anymore (it's 'via Facebook mobile' now) (and why the heck am I even keeping track of this? -.-), but this situation example is set in a different time, so ...

P.P.P.S. Oh, and some of you might be thinking; updating your Facebook status via iPhone once does not mean that that person has one. Well, let's pretend the loaner saw the 'via iPhone' status updates multiple times, and that he/she saw his/her 'friend' holding one on her/his way back to class. Mee-ow.

Kah-put.

2011-09-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

Things running through my head as of this moment;

1. Sometimes, I do question my guy friends' sexual orientation.
2. I am sad that my close friends are sad. :(
3. I'm fat. I'm fat. I'm fat.
4. I have a pathetic social life.
5. I'm a useless daughter.
6. Fun things at Lendu always happen when I'm not there. D:<
7. My laptop's battery is almost at the end of its life.
8. I hear voices downstairs.
9. My stomach is so full I think it's gonna burst anytime soon.
10. I ate Jusco sushi! :D
11. I don't like those people yang bukan main nak berceramah agama, tapi depa mengaji pun tak. BODOH.
12. I'm fat.

Pea brain.

2011-09-17T16:26:00.000+08:00

I have so many things in my head, but I don't know how to type them out. Happens EVERY time. -.-

K, bai.

Duit raya!

2011-09-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

Before I proceed ...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, PEOPLE! :D

Yes, yes, it's a late wish, I know. D: Raya was okay laaaaaah. This year's Muslim's festive season was celebrated at Rembau by le familia and I. As usual, my grandma's house in Rembau was packed with the usual (maybe) 30 people. -_- Imagine how hard it is to go to the bathroom. Even at 6.30 AM in the morning pun penuh okay! D:<

We went back home on the first day of Raya itself, haha. On the night of the second day, we made our way to Sungai Petani to attend my mum and aunt's friend's wedding. An INDIAN wedding. First time, teehee! :D And after that, we visited our relatives at Perlis. The weather was so frucking HOT okay. Macam duduk dekat desert. -.-' And that night, on the third day of Raya, we headed straight towards Penang, where we pretty much spent the rest of the next day there. Makaaaan! :D Unfortunately, tak sempat makan nasi kandaq. Le sigh. :(

And so here I am! I'm going back to Lendu tonight. -_- Oh wells.

K, bai.

Swagnificent.

2011-08-01T02:08:00.003+08:00

Today was a pretty eventful day (for me, at least).

Morning (11 AM): Had lunch at Maiu, a Japanese Buffet restaurant in conjunction with my sister's birthday. :3

Afternoon (3 PM - 4 PM): POTTERMORE, POTTERMORE, POTTERMORE. Yes, I registered. WOOHOO! *rolls on floor in happiness* :'D AND I'M GETTING IN EARLY OMG OMG WAITS FOR EMAAAAAAIL.

Evening (5 PM): Had a short trip to Subang Parade ('cos my parents aren't too fond of big crowds and SP is well, very the krik krik, haha) and got a bottle of the perfume I loved so much. Thank you le madre. :D Oh, and there was this incident where I casually strolled out of Cold Storage with a bottle of Dynamo (pencuci baju) tucked under my right arm, UNPAID. It's a good thing I remembered, or ... O_O I had to go back into Cold Storage and pay for it. #malukejap

Night (8 PM): Plonked myself in front of the computer and searched for planking photos on Tumblr. One day, I am gonna plank at UiTM Lendu. Just you wait! Hoho. And for those who don't know what planking is, I shall post up an example;

My personal favourite: koalaing. 8D

Oh, and, before I forget; HAPPY FASTING, MY FELLOW MUSLIMS! :D Let's hope this month of Ramadhan will be better than the last. Jangan lupa kumpul pahala banyak-banyak! TEEHEE.

K, bai.

P.S. Hello, AUGUST! Treat us well. :D ANNNNNND it's someone's birthday month. COUGHSPLUTTERCOUGHCOUGH. Naww, I don't need any Strepsils, thanks. >:B

P.P.S. Oh, and HAPPY (BELATED) 16th BIRTHDAY, KARYNA ILLIYYIANA SUHAIMI! Hope you become less annoying. -.-'

Fandom.

2011-08-01T01:52:00.001+08:00

SnidgetWormwood160;

my Pottermore.com username. MUAHAHAHA. I iz happeh.

2011-07-30T14:59:00.000+08:00

Oh, and ...

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, AMIRA AISYAH BINTI MASRI !

Have an awesome one, and please please PLEEEEASE put on more weight. Mai God. You macam stripper pole tau tak. -____-'

Awkward.

2011-07-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

During my years as a primary school student, I used to be the kind of kid who would shy away into the shadows. I wouldn't bother befriending new people and neither would anyone new bother befriending me. I had this small fear of boys, save for a few male friends who were pretty much on the same page as me. I had my hair tied into a tight ponytail and my face carved into this never-ending frown when my countable friends weren't around. In short; I wasn't the most sociable individual ever. Don't get me wrong. Yes, I had friends, (still friends with them them actually. :D) but I didn't exactly mix around with my peers. I was quiet in class; I didn't stand out - I was pretty much a geek.

And then things changed. I stepped into secondary school; a girls' secondary school. I learned to accept myself. I found out that it was much easier to be yourself in an all-female environment, 'cos there weren't any boys around for you to watch you act stupid or weird. I gained more confidence as the years flew by. I had more friends than I had in primary school. My schoolmates found me somewhat entertaining. What. -.- And at secondary school was where the Rempititas were formed, a mix of my old primary school friends and new secondary ones. Everyday, we would gather before school, during recess and after school if we were having our extra co-curriculur activities. I never knew I would meet any group of people as awesome as they were (and still are :3). The Munkeys were another group of friends I met at secondary school. Most of us were classmates, so we would pretty much spend every moment in class together. :) Yes, I met so many great people in secondary school.

The dreaded phase of our lives then opened out to us to bid us welcome - college/university. All of us were forced to separate and we were thrown to different parts of the country (some out of it). That's when I had come to a realisation - I would have to make new friends and get used to a new environment. The first few weeks were tough, with me chattering with a few of my old school friends in English and getting dirty looks from other students. Apparently, English-speakers are not accepted well in here. So, I changed the way I spoke. I guess you can say I became more Malay, if that's possible. Haha. My roommates were terrifying at first, but I got to know them better and we became as close as three peas in a pod. That's when I befriended a classmate who seemed to have a lot of things in common. We were joined by a few others, and we're still together, by the way; all six of us. I then became closer to five others. We pretty much do everything together. We join the same clubs; we have dinner together; we're in the same co-curriculur club ... yes, everything. My campus didn't turn out so bad after all. I made more friends; I crawled my way out of my comfort zone. I found out that it was not so scary to make new friends, hardeehar.

This post is nothing, really. I just wanted to convey how much I value all the friendships I have and have had with so many amazing, special people. Despite my awkwardness and my slowness in processing information, you guys are still friends with me. WHY? -.- HAHA.

Thank you for being my friends. :') ♥

K, bai.

Pretty shoes everywhere!

2011-07-24T03:01:00.000+08:00

TOMS shoes - WANT WANT WANT :D

Draco Sexyfoy

2011-07-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

Oh, and before I disapparate, I would like to share with you a certain picture that has caused mini heart attacks to occur all around the globe;

OH DAYUMN HONEY DID IT HURT WHEN YOU FELL FROM HEAVEN ASDFGHJKL.

K, bai.

Chance, chance, chance to change!

2011-07-22T01:35:00.004+08:00

Now listening to : Remember the Name by Fort Minor
Mood : Gangstahhhhh, fosho. _l_

OHAI. Okay, so another update. Today was ... emotional? LOL. I kinda locked myself in my room for a few hours due to dramatic emotional issues and then my mum eventually opened my locked door with a key they had been keeping demanding to know what my problem was. HARDEEHAR. SMART, SOFEYA, SUH-MAAARRRT. -_-

Lessons learnt when merajuk-ing:

Hide all keys concerning your bedroom lock before attempting to merajuk.
Please bring in your laptop before merajuk-ing. It gets rather boring being locked up in a room for hours without any form of entertainment.
I suck at merajuk-ing. I blame it on PMS. (Even though my period isn't due until, like, early August. OKAY TMI, HARHAR :B)

My eyes are still swollen from crying. (I like crying. It pushes all your worries away!) But whatever lah, I'm okay already, I guess. After a long talk with my aunt about the ups and down of being a punch bag, (I shall not ellaborate on that. Some things are just meant to be kept to oneself and a few trusted people) I am now ready to face the world! Rah-rah! :'D

I AM STRONGER. (Ala-ala Britney Spears lah ni.)

Oh, and by ze way, I miss you already Ainil aka. Nelnel aka. Pandong aka. Mermaid Surau. :') Glad you made it safely to Aussie. Hope to see you soon! I still owe you a present, by the way. -.- It has been with me since last June aka. masa I pergi UK haritu. HAHA OKAY YES LAMA GILA. Labiuuuuu bebibuuu. :B ♥ Okay LOL, Hey! Say! JUMP's song started on my Media Player. Macamana dia tahu I'm blogging 'bout you? .__. K, your presence is EVERYWHERE. Spooky. HAHA.

I shall now resume to reblogging Harry Potter posts on my Tumblr. One of my followers unfollowed me. LMAO. Whatever, for HP I sanggup hilang semua followers pun takpa. :'3

K, bai.

P.S. I just downloaded, like, a truckload of Disney songs. Imma happy child. :'D

P.P.S. I just noticed, I don't have a chatbox! LOLZERS. Okay, I shall make a new one when I feel like it. :B

Hello, old friend.

2011-07-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hi. I know I haven't updated in more than a month, but since it's my mid term break and all, I figured, "Hey, a blog update would be nice!" So, here I am! I know this blog is not much. I know next to no one actually reads it (save for a few friends aka. Adam the blog stalker :D Hi Adam!), but what the heck, this blog is for my personal enjoyment and rants and all that shit that goes in and out of my mind. Cheers to that.

As I mentioned before, I'm currently on my one-week mid term break, which basically means that UiTM gave us a whole week to study for our mid term exams. But of course, no one actually studies during mid-term study week, so ... (faham-faham je lah.)

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 yesterday. It was okay.

OKAY, WHO AM I KIDDING IT WAS AWESOME OMG AND SO SAD OMG WHY SNAPE WHY.

I did read the books, mind you, so I did know what was going to happen but seeing everything come alive on the big screen was just epic, gahhhh. I wanted to scream after every scene, but I didn't of course, 'cos Malaysian audiences are lame and the stupid guy next to me shushed me. -.- I hope he gets eaten by a werewolf. Pfft.

I shall now end this post with a random picture:

K, bai.

What is a friend?

2011-06-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

I taktau kenapa I ni suka sangat jaga hati orang lain. I'm the type of person who tries hard to make people like me, but in the end, bukannya jadi pun. Ye lah, I bet you macam, "Apahal doh desperate sangat nak kawan ni?" Eh tak, okay. Anyone who comes my way, I kawan je lah. Bukannya nak go up to every person and introduce myself kan. So hmm, yeah. No, I tak cari kawan kay. Takda maknanya lah I nak ramai kawan and popular and all that shit. I prefer being under the radar. So, don't misinterpret what I said. Too bad that's what everybody does nowadays. Misinterpret. Orang cakap lain, dia ingat orang tu cakap lain. We all do it; me, you, her, him, them. I ni bukannya nak buat emo post pun actually. Kadang-kadang people have their bad days kan, so this is one of mine. Bukannya apa, it's just that kadang-kadang I feel like a hypocrite. Semua orang cakap belakang, pastu depan-depan lain pulak. I am only human, so I pun sometimes macam tu. But somehow, as much as I cakap belakang pun, I still sayang diorang. Mengutuk is more of a 'melepaskan geram' session, you see. Everyone has their own flaws, so in the end pun terpaksa lah accept it kan. Sigh. But now, I feel as if sometimes, I don't really have REAL friends, y'know. Since Standard 1 until now ... entahlah. It's so hard to tell nowadays. No, not that I don't appreciate the friends that I have now. Heck, I love them to death! But yeah, entah, kadang-kadang macam rasa nak menangis je. I do have friends that actually make you feel unimportant; as if your presence wouldn't make any difference, but then, suddenly, they'll make you feel as if you're on top of the world. Cubalah bayangkan perasaan I macam mana at that time? I bet all of you have felt like that too kan. Most of you anyway. So yeah, sedih jugak lah macam tu. Human beings are only - after all - human beings, so I guess we can never expect too much out of each other. I learned that from 18 + years of living. Just don't expect too much, and you'll be alright. I guess.

Officially a Second Year Student. Damn.

2011-06-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

I baru sedar that I haven't posted anything about my new semester yet! >:O

So, I'm taking 6 subjects this semester: English / Academic Writing, Psychology, Instructional Communication, Islam and Communication, Writing for the Media (something liddat anyways) and Drama (an extra-curricular subject).

English: Key words: Academic Writing. OH. MAI. GOD. It is sooo bloody hardddd! And this is just the first week. Can't imagine the next 14 weeks. O_O

Psychology: Seems interesting, but the lecturer has OCD, so ... faham-faham je lah.

Instructional Communication: Our lecturer gangstahhh liddat. :O (Note: He's bald - with a beard - and rings on almost every finger.) Oh, and I still don't get what this subject is all about. -.-

Islam and Communication: Pretty cool subject. Pretty cool lecturer. (Even though most of the time I don't get what she is saying. LOL.) (Loghat Kedah D:) AWESOME.

Writing for the Media: Not really sure what it's called, but it's pretty similar to a subject we took last semester. Lots of journalism-type stuff. :/

Drama: So far, not bad lah. The drama coach is interesting. :) i.e. Lelaki lembut uolls!

I hope I can live through this. D: K, bai.

2011-05-28T03:59:00.003+08:00

Amira, Eishah, Ainil, Kartika - WHERE ARE YOU GAIS ? I miss you. :(

Yellow, mellow, kechellowwww!

2011-05-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Hello hello hello! Wanted to update faster, but this stupid 'verify your Google account' thing kept me from doing so. I (finally) verified my email address so here I am! :D

I've got small news and big news. Imma start with the small news first (konon nak bagi impak lah kaaaan -.- Rah rah) : I REGISTERED INTO LENDU FOR MY 3RD SEMESTER ALREADY! I don't know why I just typed that sentence out in caps lock. Stress on the words '3rd semester'. Yes, time has flown by so fast; the next thing you know, one of my friends will already be having 5 kids and a strand of my hair will turn gray. (That is, if I make it THAT far. Insyaallah. :D)

So now for the big news : I GOT INTO THE DEAN'S LIST! OMG OMG. I was so happy when I got my results that night. ALHAMDULILLAH. :') Despite all the events I had to sit through during my last semester, I actually pulled through! Phewh! *collapses on floor* The feeling of finally being able to accomplish something - best gila okay. I finally did something right for a change. This is the first time since I was 12, that I rasa macam academically-successful. Get me? :3 Yeah, I'm not that smart, bla bla bla. And in the end, it all comes down to me. I did all this for me. And if you're thinking, "Eeee pahal budak ni nak tunjuk-tunjuk dia dapat DL? Finals je kot. Gila bongkak etc etc," well ... I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK. (Excuse the language; I normally keep my blog posts PG 13, hardeehar.) I'm happy, okay? Happy = excessive use of ranting. That's how I roll, brah. [Ganstahh mode.]

Anyways, I've been thinking ... and I think I wanna try out for the English debate club at my campus this semester. I suck at debating, but iono, I just wanna see how its like being in a room full of people with powerful English. >;O *sparkly eyes* Anyone wanna join me? :DD

K, bai.

Seperation ain't forever.

2011-05-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

After two semesters together, we will be going our separate ways. Shasha and Zaff didn't get spots in our college dorm, Tun Puteri. :( So I won't be rooming with them anymore. I'm really gonna miss making stupid videos, menari-nari to SHINee songs and our crazy gossip sessions (which always ends up with one jumping onto the back of another, haha -.-). I LOVE YOU GUYS LONG TIMEEE! :') ♥

Money, WAI YU NO GROW ON TREES ??

2011-05-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hello!

It has been approximately 20 days since I last updated. Gila cool, haha! Sorry, I just didn't feel like blogging during those 20 days - I was busy Tumblr-ing instead! Tumblr is seriously an addiction okay! But of course, I will never ever abandon my Blogspot. I do need a place to rant y'know. ;)

Where should I start? Hmmm ... well, it's almost the end of my semester break. (Cue le sad music~) I mean, I can't wait to get back to the ever-'interesting' land of Lendu, of course. I miss my Lendu friends terribly, (Padahal 4 minggu je berpisah, haha) but at the same time, SAYA TAKNAK BALIIIIIIK! D8

Oh, and I feel like it has been eons since I last shopped like a maniac. I do buy something here and there, but not often. MAI GOD I WANNA SHOOOPPPPP. (Forgive me, I am - first and foremost - a girl.) I know what you're thinking. You're most probably screaming in your head, "THEN PERGI LAH SHOPPING, DUHH." It's not that simple! D: I have this minor glitch that's preventing me from this nafsu shopping;

I AM BLOODY BROKE.

I literally have, like, RM 30+ in my purse, and that's for food. Kalaulah ada pencuri curi my purse (choi, choi!), mesti diorang dissapointed, HAHA. I'm not good at budgeting lah. I am doomed. -.- What if this bad habit of mine continues until I get old and will have to survive on my own? Yay, can dai la liddis. Le sigh.

Oh, look what I saw on Tumblr! A few of my WANTS;

Yes, these. OMG OMG OMG. I don't even know what brand these are from, but OMG OMG.

These are actually handmade acid-washed t-shirts. Cool, no? :D I wonder if these kind of shirts can be store-bought. Hmmm ...

A fringe vest! For some reason, I'm in a fringe craze right now. And that includes headbands, bags and flat sandals. :3

Last but definitely NOT least - HEDGEHOG! Oh, it's eyes. ♥

K, bai. :3

P.S. Just to add on, tadi I pergi bathroom and I friggin' slipped and almost fell. I thought I was gonna die. O_O

Haters gonna hate, potatoes gonna potate ~

2011-05-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Chris Colfer ♥ Sexiest gay guy next to Adam Lambert. :3

As usual, the above picture has nothing to do with this post. :B I've got nothing much to say, really. Was gonna update this post with pictures of my last days at Lendu for semester two, but all the pictures are in my laptop and I'm using the family computer right now, so ...

Today ends the second day of my semester break, and I'm bored already. Okay, so I do actually have to start on my room spring-cleaning. (My room looks like a drunk cow had run through it.) I can barely sleep on my bed! HAHA, so yes, it's that bad. But guess I just haven't gotten the hidayah to start kemas-ing it yet.

And I guess that's it. Told you I haven't got much to say, haha! -.- Rasa hopeless.

K, bai.

Please?

2011-05-01T09:05:00.000+08:00

NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL NAK DL.

AMIN.

Dust bunnies are fluffy!

2011-04-30T03:50:00.000+08:00

Kesian jugak my blog 'cos it has been collecting dust since when I left it, HAHA. So, since I can't exactly sleep due to the horrible sleeping clock my brain has decided to follow and also because of the fact that I have a paper to sit for in less than 10 hours, I am going to blog. Hoho. As you can see. Obviously. -.-

I have finished sitting for 4 papers and am anxiously waiting for the last one before I can get my butt back to PJ. SO-FREAKING-CIOLOGY. It has a lot of facts, and I suck at memorizing facts, so entah la. Hopefully I'll be able to pull this paper off without any feelings of depression. (Like what had happened to my Communication Management and Interpersonal Communication papers. *shudders*)

I have sort of finished packing already. Banyak gila barang okay. O_O Maybe I'll take a picture of my stuff later, haha. Macam nak pindah rumah. -__- *krik krik krik*

Mata sudah mau tutup, but I'm forcing it open. Masa-masa ni lah mata nak tutup. Masa lain tak tutup pulak? HMPH. WAT IZ TIZ. Bongoks gilers okays.

Oh, oh, oh, and guess what's hot and happening at UiTM Lendu right now? GRAFFITI. Okay, no scratch that. Scribbles. Some sad, loser kids (or kid) (though I believe these kinda things require much more than a single person) have spray-painted the beautiful scenery of our campuses with words like, "FUCK GUARD" and "FUCK MASSCOMM" with famous Mass Comm catch phrases such as, "Motif?" , "Ko mampu? X mampu..." (Kau mampu? Tak mampu.) and "Weyh." (Okay, so the 'weyh' does not make any sense. EVERYONE says that lah okay.)

OKAY, SERIOUSLY LAH KAN, dah lah 'graffiti' tu macam tak graffiti. BURUK. Mencacatkan pemandangan dan membutakan mata (-.-')! Pastu nak caci-maki (is that even a word?) Mass Comm pulak. Aiyoooo~ All these people ah, got no life ah, want to cacat-kan everything they see with their horrible handwriting. And what's with the 'Fuck Guard' writing? Dah memang tau satu campus kurang menyukai guard-guard sini; tak yah la nak tunjuk lagi lah kan. Pak cik-mak cik guard ban kitorang kang. Habis semua orang kena saman. O___O' *terjun tasik*

Soalnya sekarang adalah : Adakah tulisan atau graffiti buruk itu di-paint spray oleh;
(a) Budak yang membenci Mass Comm sangat-sangat,
(b) Senior Mass Comm part 6 yang saja nak buat kecoh and also as part of a 'senior prank', or
(c) Pak cik guard yang nak balas dendam terhadap pelajar-pelajar yang tak mau bayar saman yang kebanyakkannya budak Mass Comm?

Okay, so the third option macam merepek sikit lah kan. But those are the speculations going through the Lendu kids right now. Macam-macam, haha. But I have a fourth speculation:

(d) A sparkly, rainbow-pooping unicorn who had consumed too much alcohol and somehow unfortunately landed in Lendu Land armed with red and pink spray paint and bad hand writing?

Oooooooh, the confusing choices. >;O

P.S. Al-Fatihah for my six-year-old cousin, Safiya Afrin bt. Azri, who had returned to Allah SWT yesterday. She's going straight to Heaven, that lucky child. Most probably she's having fun already, painting her nails and having angels braid her hair into cute, tiny pigtails. We'll be joining you and Chak soon, Afrin. As for now, have fun up there. :)

"You sodding twat!"

2011-04-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO KAWAN'S! :D

After three whole weeks of Lendu-ness, I AM HOME! 8D Went back with Yott, Ocha and Dya. THANK YOU SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT YOTT FOR DRIVING! And sorry sebab sesat sebanyak 26326856392638 kali. -.- Sampai ke Subang pun ada, HAHA! You iz mai kawan wempitz 4eva! (Y) :B

I'm currently sitting in front of the TV, with my lappy in my lap and my cat Harriet sleeping beside me. Awwww. >:') Was actually in the middle of watching Mean Girls 2 but then my cousin just HAD to insist watching his Kamen Rider something whatever. Pffft, kacau je. -.-

But on a happy note, I FOUND HENSHI! (Henshi is my drawing tablet and pen, by the way.) I IZ HAPPEH. *guling-guling atas lantai dalam kebahagiaan*

My finals start next week and satu buku haram tak sentuh. YAY, AN EXAMPLE OF A BUDAK DL SANGAT. -___-' I don't know why, but after my mid term tests, I just got kinda lazy. The studying juice has been sucked outta me! Nuuuuuu. D:

I am obsessed with Skins right now. It's this UK telly show. LAIK OMAIGAHHHHH AMAZING OKAY. And I love listening to the Brits swearing. "Bollocks." HEEHEE. I'm still stuck at season 3 though.

Season 1 & 2 cast. :D

Season 3 & 4 cast. :3

K, bai.

Sad face

2011-03-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

TAKNAK BALIK LENDU. :(

One-ringgit cotton candy!

2011-03-21T00:58:00.001+08:00

Dengan ini saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa saya sangat sayang akan theatre club UiTM Lendu, Melaka or in another term, SEPRESI (Seni Mengekspresikan Diri) as we call ourselves. We may be small in quantity but we're big in variety. Okay, shaddap, sounds corny, I know. HAHAHA. Kthanksbai. :B

From left: Nuo, the awesome-est person you'll ever meet aka. moi >:D and Adieq. Seton-seton Lendu. Woo~

Most of the theatre bumi hijau cast and crew. <3

The Citrawarna crew. An amazing experience.

HAHA I sound like some commentator nak meng-advertise benda. K LAME. To sum all these up: I AM FRUCKING EXHAUSTED. -.- Gruhhhh. May I rest in peace. Krik krik krik.

K, bai. -.-

I NEED TO PEE. (K, title tak senonoh.)

2011-03-11T06:11:00.001+08:00

My DMC 2D babies <3

The above picture has nothing to do with this post kay. Saja nak ceriakan sikit blog ni 'cos I rasa my blog semakin bosan. -__-' ANYWAYS, it is now 5:54 AM and I'm still awake. Bukan apa, I just feel that it's better if I tak tidur so I'll be able to go to class later. :) Oh, and I need to pee. HAHAHA. Takut nak keluar bilik, LOL.

I've been getting this question directed at me a lot lately;

"Sofeya, you look exhausted."

Okay, not really a question. Statement, whatever.

Nak cakap penat gila tak lah kan. I guess I do feel energized most of the time, thanks to late night cans of 100 Plus from the 'mesin gedegang' and stuff. I mean, it does get tiring sometimes, with going to class at 8, rushing off to the padang kawad for the Citrawarna raptai after that and then cheer practice at 2 AM. I can survive. It's not like I do much anyways. -.- I'll just be a bit busy this weekend and then it's back to last-minute assignments and more time to nap. >:B

Okay, seriously, I NEED TO PEE.

Must. Distract. Self. From. Peeing.

Oh, and I miss my mum and dad. Haven't talked to them in days. My free time would either be taken up by assignments, discussions, practices or napping (due to my tiredness). Sometimes I feel like a horrible daughter. Bukannya nak call ke apa. My other friends call their parents every day of the week. Perhaps even a few times a day. I ni satu minggu pun tak tentu nak call. Entah la. Not that my parents call me anyways. :( So yeah, equal treatment lah I guess. Sediiiiihhhhh.

6:07 AM. Fuhh fuhh okay, 30 minutes until it's safe to melangkah keluar bilik nak pergi tandas! >8D

My throat feels dry. Dayumn, imma need to stock up on water FAST. Dahlah I tak suka minum air kosong. EH WADDAHELL LA SOFEYA. Memang nak mintak demam lah kaaaaan. Especially in this Lendu weather, hishhhhh.

K, bai. -.-

Warna-warna

2011-03-09T11:09:00.000+08:00

This week is gonna be a busy week. For one thing, I have my midterm exams this week. Gruhhhh. STRESS GILAAAAAA. D: And secondly, our theatre club got a last minute request saying that we have to do something during the opening of Citrawarna, a kebudayaan event held by the kebudayaan club. Not to mention that tiba-tiba my friends suruh I masuk cheer for our college, Tun Puteri. -.- Semua LAST MINUTE. K, so much for just watching. HAHA.

Yang bestnya, hari ni I bangun before my alarm went off! BANGGA BANGGA~ Ate the two remaining pieces of Oreo (my stok makanan dah nak habis -.-), and right now, instead of studying Sosciology like other people, I'm online. EH, APA KES LA SOFEYA OI. -____- Nak sangat dapat DL tu, tapi study pun last minute gilaaaaa. Grrr, God please help me? D:

Anyways, I gotta go get ready for my BEL 260 (English) class. I have not been updating my blog with pictures, have I? :( Blame the broadband line. -.-

K, bai. -.-

Janji Melayu

2011-03-04T08:25:00.000+08:00

It has been so looong since I last updated. Nothing much to say lah I guess. Macam malas pun ada. -.- Nyiohoho. Sekarang I dah malas nak maki-maki orang kat my blog. Not to say maki lah. Macam melepaskan geram. I have never gotten this much shit until I masuk UiTM. No offense, kadang-kadang aku menyampah jugak dengan mentaliti (?) orang Melayu zaman sekarang. Yes, I know. I memang Melayu. And no, I love my race. I'm proud to be Malay, thanks. Bukan apa, it's just that, we should open up our minds to new things more. Macamanalah orang Melayu nak maju kalau otak pun saiz macam kacang? Dengki-mendengki, maki-memaki, kutuk-mengutuk, menganjing... we should stop all this and concentrate on our race's future. I'm not saying I ni perfect gila, tak dengki, tak kutuk ke hapa, tak. I pun tengah cuba perbaiki kelemahan diri; nak bukak minda sikit. I am trying to learn not to take insults to the heart. Kalau orang tak suka you, biarlah. As long as you know your friends are more than your haters takpa. Because all that counts in the end is you.

On a less annoyed note, I woke up early today and got ready for class. Dah semangat pakai baju semua okengssss, anaaaaaaaaand *DUN DUN DUNNNN*

CLASS GOT CANCELLED. -___-

I can't go back to sleep and I'm bloody hungry. D: SAVE MEEEEEE.

K, bai. -.-

Ticklish tummy.

2011-02-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

:'D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA ROLLS ON FLOOR LAUGHING. You mesti tak faham amende entah I cakap. Heehee too private to type kat sini. Kalau nak tau, silalah tanya I in person. Wheeeeee! Tapi I shouldn't get my hopes up kan. Feelings change, brah.

K, bai. -.-

The sight of you sends chills down my spine.

2011-02-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

I don't know why kan, but kadang-kadang I feel as if I tak boleh terima orang baru dalam hidup I. -.- HAHA, okay, this may seem waaaaaaaay pelik for you, but memang betul pun. I susah gila nak kawan dengan orang actually. If I seem senang nak kawan dengan you, that means you give off a good vibe and that I like you. Kalau you cakap dengan I a bit and then I still seem a bit stand off-ish that means I'm still not used to you. Too bad lah kan; siapa suruh you punya aura macam tak lawa sikit. Okay lah, I sound like a bitch, and no lah, I takdalah teruk mana pun sampai nakm pilih kawan semua. I'm open to everyone okay. It's just susah ah sikit. Especially lelaki. Ragu-ragu gila. So I memang tak ramai kawan lelaki. Oh wells. As long as I've got my friends, right? :) Ishhh, I need to change that unfortunate quality I possess or memang tak leh sail through life ah macam ni. Nuuuuuuuu EMO FOREVURRRRRRRR. D:

On another note, I've taking a liking for scarves now. Shaddap. Betchu're gonna say, "Memang Lendu sejuk sangat ah kan." -___________- DIAM. Bukan you yang tengah panas-panas sweating under scarves kan, so shhhhhhhhh! Let me and my scarves be. D: (And my Ronald McDonald shoes, hmmph!) Nak berangan tengah jalan-jalan kat London, heehee. :3

K, bai. -.-

P.S. This is a very BM-y post, wheeeeee! :'D (Y)

The Touchy Topic : Sexual Orientation

2011-02-13T00:37:00.001+08:00

After 18 years of living, I have finally realised that what some of my friends say is TRUE:

"All good guys are either taken, married or gay."

Emphasise on GAY.

Let me tell you this: gay means to be attracted to someone of the same sex or gender. Therefore being lembut/effeminate does NOT mean that that person is gay. Heck, the manliest of men can be homosexual. I get annoyed whenever people assume that lelaki lembut are homosexuals. -.- Stupid stereotype, people.

Anyways, the point of this post is to complain. (HEEHEE shaddap. My blog; I can type about anything I want. -.-') I found out that some of the nice guys on campus are actually gay. Nice being that they befriend anybody (and not based on looks or style, whatever) and well, just being plain cool. LIKE WADDAFAAAAAAAAK. WAI ARE YU GAY? T.T Rugi lah. Sigh. :/ I mean, you can't exactly change people. It's what they are, and we've gotta accept them for who they are. Even though you know (and they know) it's wrong in Islam.

BUT (yes, there's a 'but') this does NOT mean - I repeat; NOT MEAN - that you can treat homosexuals like they're poop at the bottom of your shoe. Uh-uh. They're freakin' human beings as well, FYI. They eat, breathe and poop like everyone else does. They do not come without feelings, and heck, if they didn't tell you that they were actually gay/lesbian, you wouldn't have known, right? I mean, nowadays, it's hard to tell what a person is like just by looking at them. For instance, "OMG THAT GUY IS BRINGING A GIRL HANDBAG. HE'S GAY, OMG OMG."

*TEEEEEEEEET!* NOT TRUE.

And, "OMG OMG OMG THAT GIRL WEARS GUY CLOTHES. SHE'S GAY OMG OMG."

*TEEEEEEEEET!* Also NOT true.

Just because they don't act the way you THINK they should act, it doesn't mean that they have sexual orientation issues. Nobody's perfect, darlings, remember that. And no, I'm not saying I totally encourage homosexuality (it's against me religion's values, and most probably other religions as well); I'm just saying to do something that takes nothing more than two words : ACCEPT THEM. Remember, you can say whatever you want, but it's very hard to change people.

Oh, why oh why. D: K, bai. -.-

My head keeps thro-thro-thro-throbbing!

2011-02-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'm allergic to netball.

Like seriously, setiap kali habis main bola jaring, my head will feel like it's being pounded by a hammer. -.- Or maybe I'm just unfit. MAYBE. Fine fine, I am unfit. Untunglaaaa duduk rumah tengok TV & pergi online je. HAHA. (Not untunglah kan actually. I just like that word. -.-)

Oh, and did I mention I'm afraid of BALLS? Those otak biru people would react like this: "Ooooooh, baaaalls! *keningkening*" Bola yang you baling-baling around tu lah okay. T.T Ish, ever since that incident in standard 5 where the ball terus hit me right in the face, I've been scared of balls ever since. Even tennis balls, but that's excusable 'cos tennis balls are hard and they hurt when they hit you. D:

Semester two in UiTM Alor Gajah is okay so far. The usual assignments, alienated classmates and random kebudayaan club meetings have started welcoming me back. I am trying to budget my money, but of course, I am FAILING. -___-' I bought a BEN 10 kid cologne spray thingy okay! IT WAS SO DISTRACTING OKAY. And it smells like bubblegum. :3 Heee. *happy face*

K, bai. -.-

Ceramah agama.

2011-02-05T14:36:00.004+08:00

HELLO DAH-LINGS! Before I start merepek-ing again, I would like to say;

HAPPY FEBRUARY BABY! :D

(Above picture has nothing to with this post. I just needed to slip in a picture for this wordy post. -.-)

We're already in the second month of 2011. My CNY hols are already coming to an end, then it's back to the land of the cows - Lendu aka. London (bloody cold okay that place sometimes, ishh!). Dengan semangat membara yang terkobar-kobar (shaddap, excuse my BM please), I'm in the middle of packing my stuff to go back to ze Lendu dengan hati yang berat. K HAHA no lah, I'm actually pretty excited actually. Dapat jumpa my classmates, roomies, kawan-kawan semua. :)

Oh and I read this post my friend Aliya posted on her blog:

"There is absolutely, ABSOLUTELY nothing cool about posting pictures of you going to the club, grinding with multiple girls till' you get a fucking boner and holding beer in one hand with those annoying 'victory' facial expression. Especially if you're a malay. Macam sial memalukan tau tak korang ni. and no, don't you even think of you being OPEN MINDED by doing all that. Konon korang ni ranking abang-abang, akak-akak yang wild lah? Puiii. Sempit otak tulah buat macamtu. Dah boleh pegi mampus dah tu."

OMG. THIS. IS. SO. FRUCKING. TRUE.

Like, I get bloody annoyed at those Malays who act as if praying is a bad thing. LIKE WTF, PRAYING IS WAJIB OKAY. Korang tak bersyukur ke korang dapat hidup dalam this world? What if you were never born? EH, HELLO LAH, PIKIR LAH SIKIT. Dahlah minum arak; perangai macam haram. Macam orang bukan Islam. Please la, I mean, you can have fun. Kalau nak pergi club tu pergi lah, but janganlah sampai duk grind kat orang, minum alcohol, make out - make out in public semua - DEESGOOSTING OKAY. I ni takda lah alim mana pun lah kan. I know that I tak tutup aurat, and sometimes I DO miss some waktu sembahyang's. But like, at least lah I ingat jugak Tuhan. Takyah lah dok have fun sampai lupa diri.

And yes, you're most prolly thinking, "Eh, pahal doh perempuan buruk ni nak berleter-leter bukannya dia buat benda-benda tu pun. Budak baik en!" Yes yes I know lah, I ni budak baik, bla bla bla. I ni bukannya kuat sosial pun; I'm shy semua. YE LA YE LA. Just saying lah, 'cos I DO have friends like this okay. Sedih jugak I tengok diorang. But what to do kan? All you can do is nasihatkan them and hope for the best. So please la, if you think praying to God is uncool and that kids who don't go to clubs, and party and drink are nerds, all I can say is GOOD LUCK AH KENA SEKSA KAT NERAKA LAMA-LAMA. I tak sanggup wey.

K, bai. -.-

Assignments, Sofeya, ASSIGNMENTS! >;O

2011-01-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today was so bloody unproductive can DIE. OMG. -.-

It's tradition, baby.

2011-01-30T01:02:00.001+08:00

Time has passed very very fast. BAM! It's suddenly already the 30th of January. This month was pretty uneventful. I mean, my life has always been boring, but January was (if possible) even MORE boring. -.- Let's just hope for a way way way better February, aite? :)

The highlight of January would most prolly be OCHA'S BIRTHDAY. 8D OHOHOHOHO. WE SO BAD~ On the eve of her birthday, the KKS gang decided to tepung her. With a twist. So we gathered dalam Dyana's room and started on our concoctions. Ingredients: tepung + telur + Milo powder + cocoa powder >:D Dalam erti kata lain: DEESGOOSTING. (Or you could pretend we were baking a cake, whatever.)

Us being... us. (These are apparently our 'sadistic' faces. :B)

Our concoctions (plus Yott's hand -.-). MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ocha got hit right above the head. (Y) Luck was on our side. :'D (But definitely not on hers, teehee. >:3)

Kawan Karib Selamanya! <3 Mission accomplished.

Mencapap ah bro.

2011-01-23T23:19:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why I took up mass comm in the first place. Honestly, mass communication wasn't exactly in the top of my list. Top three, yes, but the two golden ones were animation and graphics design. After negotiating with my parents, I finally applied for my diploma in mass communication. I got the interview, main bantai je cakap and got a place. In a way, I guess it's really exciting to actually get a place in college/university. 'Cos y'know, tak ramai yang dapat kan, so yeah, I was ecstatic. Syukur alhamdulillah. :)

Then BAM! Semester 1 started. It was sort of like a shock to me. The fact that I was now surrounded by not only girls, but of the opposite gender as well was not the reason of course. I was never the OMG-I-SEE-A-GAI-OMG-DIES-SPAZZES-MELTS kind of girl. Maybe on the inside; who knows. :P HAHA. Naww, it was more of a OH-SHIT-EVERYONE'S-SO-OLD-AND-SCARY kinda thing. And then after that, I kinda died a little inside. -.- I mean, Sri Aman was cool, y'know. Everyone there was different. Some serious, some boring, some total clowns (in a good way lah kan) and some like me - kinda there and sometimes not. I mean, I wasn't exactly invisible, y'know, but I wasn't exactly visible. (It doesn't exactly help that my friends were extremely popular and likable. -_- HAHA LOVE YOU GAIS.) But yeah, I was more of a lurking shadow than a person, you see. And when I saw my batch mates, OH CRAP. They're those extrovert kinds. And then I thought to myself, "I'm gonna be a lurking shadow again." :(

Oh, and the fact that a lot of them were good-looking did not help either. EMO FOREVURRR.

Not that looks are so bloody important in mass comm lah kan. It's more of a bonus. The extra attention, bla bla bla etc. UNTUNG LAAA, haha. :D My self-esteem has dropped a lot ever since I came to Lendu. I constantly think that I'll never be good enough, I will never berjaya because I'm not as out there as the others in this course. I just wanna feel like I belong somewhere in the midst of all this... mass comm-ness. Though I'm glad I met a few good friends here. I love them all. :D My KKS Gang, my roommates, my old school friends, my classmates, some of my SEPRESI friends, seniors, and a few others from other courses who have made my stay here in Lendu better than it should be. Thank you. :)

Until then, I shall try to be as mass comm-ish as I can uolls!

K, bai. -.-

If I let you go I will never know what it's like to be having you close to me...

2011-01-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

...oops, terlepas. NYOHOHOHOHOHO. >:')

OKAY, the title above has nothing to with this post whatsoever. Sajo jo. My emo days are soooo OVER. For now la kan. *keningkening* Tadi I came upon my roommate reading my blog tergelak-gelak macam siput babi kena rogol. -___- OI MALU LAH MAK. Hishhh.

You know what I just noticed? I have been blogging in BM a lot nowadays. UiTM Lendu's influence on me, I guess. And another update: I AM SICK. The batuk-flu-high body temperature kind of sick. And because somehow I rarely get sick (too much white blood cells, perhaps?) I was somewhat confused as to what was happening to me. Lembab I ni, kan? -.- So now I'm depending solely on vitamin C tablets and ubat batuk.

If my fever gets worse, I'll have to go to the clinic. >:( Someone buy Panadol tablets for me, please?

K, bai. -.-

Wannabe gangstahhhh!

2011-01-18T15:34:00.000+08:00

Me: *gelak macam setan*
Random guy: Siapa yang gelak macam kuda tu weyh?

-_______________________-' ALSO CAN.

I have been getting quite a few rude remarks about my red Doc Marten-lookalikes. (Yeah, they're fake. :B) One of them being my shoes looking like Ronald McDonalds's shoes. -.- EX-KEE-YOOZ MEH. DAH KAU PAKAI SELIPAR JAMBAN TAKYAH DOK KOMEN-KOMEN EH. Marah jap, kih kih.

I wanna tebuk a second lubang on my left ear, maybe. I'm sick of being called 'budak baik.' Two piercings in one ear ni konon GANGSTAHHHH sikit la, HEEHEE. 8D

K, bai. -.-

Open my eyes; it was only just a dream

2011-01-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

Dear you,

I'm sad that we don't talk like we used to anymore. And to think I thought that you were different.
But you're just the same like everybody else.

OBLIVIATE!

2011-01-14T00:23:00.001+08:00

This past week has been very... wet.

No, not THAT kind of wet, you dirty-minded people. -.-Wet as in rain. OMG don't get me started on the rain okay! Masa before nak balik bilik or pergi kelas renyai-renyai je hujan. As soon as I step out je, BAMMMM! HUJAN LEBATS UOLLS! TAK MAMPU MAK. Tambahlah dengan the wind, AIYOMAAAAA, the umbrella always seems to be wanting to fly off somewhere other than my hand. And then, it's bye-bye, new unspoilt shoes; terus basah kuyup. Asdfghjkl, I feel like getting myself a pair of those kasut getah yang Pua Chu Kang pakai tu. -.-

Lectures have started, of course. The lecturers are okay; some being more boring than others. Though none of them can ever surpass our last year's BEL 120 (English) lecturer Miss Diana. D: SHE'S SO AWESHUMMM. Aiyo, kenot talking-talking about assignments oso, can pening-penings wan. -___- Dahlah ada proposal kena pass up next week. Nuuuuuuu! LESS SLEEP, MORE WORK. EMO FOREVURRRRRRRR.

I have been hanging out with Yott Yottsz and Ocha aka. So'od alot nowadays. Selalu ber-threesome. You tambahkan Ayn, Dyana, Audi, Intangsz and Sidekbitch it's an EIGHTSOME. :'D (Y) TOGETHAR FOREVURRRRRR, NYOHOHOHOHO. Nyet got himself a sugar glider. OMG SO CUTE CAN DIE. 8D He brought Bongok (yes, he called it Bongok -.-') to CTU (Islamic Studies) class this morning. I tried to touch it, then it made alot of noise. EVEN BONGOK DOESN'T LIKE MEEEE. FOREVER ALONEEEE. Ustazah tak perasan pun, padahal bapak kuat. >:O

Class starts at 8.30 in the morning tomorrow. HOW NOW BROWN COW? KENOT WAKE UPPPP, GRRRRRR. Imma sleep now, in hopes that I can wake up tomorrow. My roommates are watching Bring it On, lulz.

K,bai. -.-

And they said,

2011-01-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

"Terrorist tu orang yang terer gila kan?" -Siddiq Hakem
(OMG WTH PENGSAN JATUH TERGULING, HAHAHAHAHAA.)

"AKU TAK LEH TERIMA KEBURUKAN DIA!" -Aliya Yott

Yott: Muka macam tapak selipar!
Intanggg: Tapak selipar pijak taik anjing fresh.

"Kalau drive slow macam tu, baik jalan kaki la!" -Father tersayang aka. Suhaimi Isa

FML

2011-01-11T16:59:00.001+08:00

All of you will never know how I feel. You will never understand; you will never even care.

Life's brief candle. Heck yeah people, life's short. So are bees.

2011-01-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

One of the things I question about life: WHY THE FRUCK CAN'T I TABLETS GO DOWN MY THROAT. >:(

Oh wait, I penakut. Heehee.

OMG OMG OMG SOMETHING SIAL AND UNFORTUNATE HAPPENED TO ME JUST NOW. Ahem ahem, I got stung by a bee! D8 A dead bee pulak tu. Like, WTF KAAAAAN. I accidentally brushed my right big toe on the dead bee and whaddaya know, UNTUNGLAAAA KENA BISA DIA. -____-'

And then, all these thoughts started rushing into my head, like, "OMG WHAT IF THE BISA SPREADS THROUGH MY BODY AND I DIE A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH?" and, "HOLY SHIZZ AM I GOING TO HAVE TO AMPUTATE MY TOE?" and also, "OMG I WON'T BE ABLE TO WALK LIKE FOREVURRRRR. KENALAH GUNA TONGKAT NAIK 4 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS UP TO MY COLLEGE ROOM NANTI!"

My aweshum room mate Sha helped put Vaseline on mah toe. Alhamdulillah, the pain is fading. :) My toe's all red still, though. Eeeeeeh, takut I mati. -.- (Dramatic jap.) Grrr, dah lah baru habis my Sociology class. OMG sangat bosan okay! Too many facts kena hafal. And hafal-ing ain't one of my talents. Asdfhgjkl. GOODBYE DEAN'S LIST. EMO FOREVURRRR. Bak kata pepatah Suhaida Sulaiman aka. my class ze mate, "Kami belajar untuk dapat ilmu, bukan untuk dapat DL." HAHAHAHA. Nuuuuuu but then again, I won't rest until I achieve the DL. I wouldn't wanna cause dissapointment to my parents again. :(

K,bai. -.-

Emo Nemo Shmemo

2011-01-09T02:09:00.001+08:00

No matter what I do, I will never come to your attention...

...so imma eat some cookies by myself and YOU CAN'T HAFF ANY. >:(

Kbai. -.-

I whip my throat back and forth. >:(

2011-01-08T23:44:00.006+08:00

I miss you best prens. :') ♥
I have been coughing for the past week. And coughing means...

ASTHMA. :(

It gets annoying after a while. I mean, imagine just WALKING to class (at a slow pace,mind you) and coughing all the way. Friggin' annoying! Dahlah malam-malam buta pun boleh terjaga dari tidur batuk terbahak-bahak. -.- Ishhhh! Okay lah, mainly this is because I keras kepala tak nak makan ubat. :S I'm bringing my inhaler back to Lendu tomorrow, just in case.

Oh oh, and my dad brought back my custom-made jeans already! My foot couldn't go through the leg hole at the hem 'cos the material wasn't stretchable (-.-) so I had some zips sewn to the sides. I was expecting the zippers to be silver or gold, y'know, nak stylo sikit, hehe. But noooooo, they were blue. Wheeeee. -.-Takpalah, asalkan kaki boleh masuk sudaaaah. ;)

And one more thing: Yott jangan emo okay! D:<

K,bai.

Spot the difference.

2011-01-08T18:19:00.002+08:00

HEEHEEHEEHEE THE PICTURE ON ZE LEFT WAS TAKEN DURING MY AWKWARD STAGE. :'B

Kthanksbai.

Me no speak americanoooo. :B

2011-01-08T16:22:00.005+08:00

Oh hellooooo! It has been a while, no? Lendu happened that's what. It has been a week since I came back to Lendu and lemme tell you, I actually LIKE our class timetable. Seriously, it's less hectic and has long breaks in between classes. (Y) :) HAPPY FOREVURRRR.

I still have a lotta things to do, though.

Get a backpack for college. All the totes and slings I bring for classes make one side of my shoulders ache. :(
Dye my hair. Iono why, but I feel as if dying my hair is a step towards adulthood. >:B Nyohohoho.
Wear all those clothes I haven't worn yet. Which is like A LOT. :S
Get my beanie with the fluffy ball. >:( I AM DETERMINED TO GET MAH BEANEH.
I want that electric eraser I saw in Daiso! :O SO INTERESTING.
Wait for my stupid fringe to grow longer. Right now, I look like a cross between a peasant and a lala girl. Asdfghjkl.
Must get meself a Malaysian jersey. (Baru sekarang nak sokong Malaysia, HAHA! :B)
I think imma start jogging a few evenings a week. :B

I was thinking of photostat-ing the English notes here in PJ but then I discovered that I left them in Lendu. -.- Woo. I guess my class'll hafta pay 20 cents per piece. :/

K, bai.

The Kingdom of Far Far Awaaaaaaay!

2010-12-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hello! Just got back from the awesome land of Singapore! :D Will be blogging about this soon, hopefully. Now, I'm off to BANDUNG! Heehee! :B

I hope you have a happy life.

2010-12-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

Syairah, Mun, Acap, C-dek, Farhan and Nasyat. Those are the people who I met today. I have awesome friends, even if they do kinda forget about you. Won't mention who, but ANYWAYS I DON'T WANT TO BE ALL EMO OKAY. I'm done with caring or being emo or even thinking about someone like YOU.

Stuff in life can never go according to plan, like EVER. People change, surroundings change; in the end you'll find yourself drowning in your unused plans, useless and dying. In other words, we should go with the flow, change with time and make stupid mistakes, 'cos sometimes you may find yourself saying, "This is the best mistake I have ever done." And no, I'm not talking about those mistakes like getting pregnant, taking drugs or cutting yourself okay. -.- Just y'know, the kind of mistakes that don't get etched permanently into your life. Something you can forget. For instance;

Those accidental friends whom you find out that they never really cared after all.

K,bai.

If you love your mother, put yo' hands up!

2010-12-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

Oh, my, it's the 14th of December! >;O

Ahem ahem, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AWESOME DEAREST MOTHER OF ALL MOTHERS! 8'D

I love you. ;hearts&

Happy birthday, Nelnel!

2010-12-12T02:15:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday, actually. :P

Just to sum it up, we surprised Ainil at her house with a cake and of course, us adorable people. ;) To be updated later. Imma sleep now.

K, bai.

And your CGPA is...?

2010-12-10T01:29:00.005+08:00

IGNORE PREVIOUS POST. THAT WAS NOT ME. It was my... twin.

But, ANYWAYS, I woke up to my ever-annoying message tone (it's that 'DO THE ROAR' guy on Shrek 4) at around 10? Or was it 11? .__. My semi-BFF (yes, semi, heehee) Amal had sent me a text saying, "Go check. Results dah keluar. :)" With a smiley face. YEP, A SMILEY FACE. [Dun dun DUNNNN!] Which totally means that she had gotten good results (Duhhhh, it's Amal we're talkin' about here!), and that of course by fact, I was so totally going to be screwed.

I checked those results and guess what I got? I'll give you a hint: It SUCKS. Kthanks. OR I could just let you see my loser results for yourself.

STARE AT IT AND CRY WITH ME. T__T

Yes, yes, FEEL MY PAIN. Not only is it 0.2 points (?) away from my goal, it is also heart-crushing 'cos it was definitely my carry marks that brought my grades down. :( And no, I am not blaming anybody or anything (my carry marks) but myself. I should have completed my assignments properly, and I definitely should have spoken up more in class. It will be hard, but definitely worth it. :)

Instead of mourning over my loser results, I shall shower myself in praises BECAUSE:

1. This is the highest CGPA mark I've ever gotten. Kinda pathetic, yes, but I'm almost there. ;)

2. I actually STUDIED. Like, stares-at-books-and-drinks-tea-to-keep-eyes-open study. ;O

3. I got a 'B' for my Computer Science subject! :'D And I hate Computer Science.

4. Hey, I didn't get a 'C'. Doesn't that say something? *sparkly eyes* Oh, shaddap, smart 3.5 and above Dean's List people. D:

And the most important thing like, EVARRRRRR:

5. I FREAKIN' SURVIVED SIX FREAKIN' SUBJECTS! :'D *claps at self*

I know I sound pathetic and all, especially to those who got awesome results. (Congrats to my friends who did, by the way. You guys deserved it! ;D) I mean, I'm not exactly the smartest, or the most outspoken in class, or even, the greatest crammer in the world. I'm only human, and I will most definitely make mistakes. For example, my carry marks, as I mentioned earlier in the post. I am most definitely gonna put a lot more effort into my carry marks and studying next semester and insyaallah, get into the Dean's List. :)

Even if my mum doesn't believe that I'll try harder next time (I keep saying that, but I never do), I WILL try my best! Chaiyok! My first year of college/university life was an eye opener for me, and I know I will do well in the semesters to come. THINK POSITIVE, EVERYBODY! :D I will NOT let anybody put me down, like as they say, "What puts you down only makes you stronger." So I will take this 'down' of mine and turn it into something that will drive me towards better marks (and hopefully, better studying techniques! LOL).

All in all, I thank God and the lecturers for giving me these marks. I mean, when I stare at them again, they aren't too shabby, actually. Maybe it's because of this Asian thing. Y'know, where your parents drive you nuts, screaming at you to study so you can get good results, and if you don't, they'll have this disappointed looks on their faces, looking as if you're some kind of idiot who can't tell right from left. Like, SERIOUSLY NOW. -__-' An 18-year-old girl can only do one thing at a time. Hurmph.

So yeah, in conclusion, we shouldn't beat ourselves up over bad results. Also, don't blame others, 'cos you'll soon discover that it actually all comes down to YOU. Whether you want to make an effort or not, one step at a time. ;)

Now, for my plan on taking over the world. >:B WHEEEEEEEEEE! K,bai.

P.S. Sterling Knight has like, the sexiest blue eyes EVARRRR.

Just a little preveiw:

2010-12-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?

I'M FCUKING GLAD I GOT HORRIBLE EXAM RESULTS.

YOU KNOW WHY?

'COS THEN I CAN SHOCK EVERYONE BY GETTING GOOD RESULTS NEXT SEMESTER.

KTHANKSBAI. :D

SO MUCH CAPS LOCK. HURMPH.

2010-12-07T16:21:00.009+08:00

Amal aka. EX-BFF's message was waiting for me in my Facebook inbox.

Train: RM 90

Lodging: RM 180

Tourist pass: RM 60

Universal Studios ticket: RM 160

GRAND TOTAL: RM 390

Edit: Okay LOL. It's actually RM 490, as Mun corrected. HAHAHAHAHHA OMG I AM A MATHS FAIL. -__-' BAI.

AWESOMEEEEEEE. 8D Guess where I'm going off to on the night of the 16th? ;) I mentioned it in one of my previous posts, mind you. Not many people know of our trip, so well duhhh, it's really kinda obvious after mentioning 'Universal Studios' and 'train' and 'tourist pass'. >;O (Y)

SHOPPING OMG OMG OMG HYPERVENTILATES CHEWS ON SOCKS EXCITEDLY. I am after all, a GIRL. :') Sweet serendipity! (HEEHEE THE SONG, I KNOW.)And thennnnnnnn, I'll come back from the 'Mystery Country' (LULZ) on the night of the 20th, arrive home on the morning of the 21st and then on the 22nd, I'll be off to BANDUNG, Indonesia! :D HEEHEEHAHAHOHO. SHOPPING AGAAAAAAAAIN! 8D Life is indeed, awesome.

Yott has already taken off for London, and Syairah's flying to London next week. JEALOUSY STRIKES. Oh oh, and here's what Yott wrote as her Facebook status last night:

"the weather here is damn cold that when I talk, there's asap coming out from my mouth :O"

LULZ. Funnehhhhs. Cracked me up! HAHA! Oh, dang, I miss London. And Bath, and Norwich and of course, the ever-inviting Great Yarmouth. The fish and chips, the pier, the weird flavoured ice-cream, the fun fair- GAHHHHHHH. D:

ANYWAYS, my mum's calling us to go sidai baju. HAHA.

K,bai.

It was so hard to believe that I couldn't see.

2010-12-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

Lemme ask you the big question: What is LIFE?

1. You lose the remote control, get a new one, then only will you find the lost one. -.- (Will most prolly happen to us after we get the new remote.)

2. Waiting in suspense for your toasted garlic bread to pop out of the toaster.

3. Getting a mini heart attack after said toasted garlic bread springs out of the toaster without warning like a Jack-in-the-box.

4. Chasing annoying tom cats who try to flirt with you ever-seductive, horny tabby cat out of the house. (And my cat's, like, neutered, wtf.)

5. Chasing annoying tom cats out of the house with a piece of toasted garlic bread in your hand.

6. Choking on toasted garlic bread after chasing annoying tom cats out of house.

7. Friends who don't text you anymore, after all the shit you've done for them.

8. Drinking straight from the water filter. Hush, now. :B

9. Secretly ogling Justin Bieber posters on the side of your sister's bed.

10. Broke. Just totally broke.

11. Watching a musical theater show thingy and ending up in hysterics after seeing the human dog wannabe on stage.

12. Not to mention seeing one of the dancer's skirts fall off.

13. Your bloody mp4 bloody hanging/freezing/pausing without your bloody consent.

14. Staring at people with cool hair.

15. Watching girls cry when meeting Justin Bieber on TV.

16. Feeling disgusted with the girls but not changing the channel anyway.

17. Waiting in dread for Exam Results Day, which is happening in 4 days, by the way.

18. Making a Nutella-banana sandwich.

19. Wishing you were 8 again.

20. Going on a holiday with your friends. COMING UP SOOOON! ;)

As you can obviously see, I kinda lost ideas after number 13. But I was still determined to finish until number 20, so TADAH! An effort, I hope. :'D

K, bai.

P.S. I am still having issues with my hair.

P.P.S. The light bulb in my room has already been blown up for weeks now. I should stop reading under my study lamp, or I WILL BE BLINDER. If that's even possible. -.-

P.P.S. I still don't have earphones. My ears are saved from getting deaf. NUUUUUUU. T_T

I have sensitive eyeballs.

2010-12-04T02:22:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT PAGI SEMUAAAAAAA! 8D *insert muka bahagia here*

So, at this dark and sleepless morning, I was thinking of my soon-to-be new spectacles, or glasses, as some people (like me) call them. I was thinking of getting some like these:

NERD GLASSES! :'D (Y) Or Ray Ban-lookalikes, whatever. But yeaaaaah, since I'm gonna wear glasses pretty much for the rest of my life, why not at least be a tad bit more fashionable? And naaaaah, I won't want them as big as those, o'course. (I look horrible in big glasses. They make my head look small! .__.)

And yeah, betchu wondering, "WHY DON'T YOU JUST WEAR CONTACTS? LAIK, DERRRR, THEY MAKE YOUR LIFE EASIER." The answer is: CONTACTS MAKE MY EYES ALL DRY. D8 Nuuuuuuuuuu. I've got sensitive eyeballs, humph. And plus, I take like, an hour to get both contacts plastered to my eyeballs. I think imma get disposable contacts or something, since I don't wear them much, and would only use them for certain occassions.

And also, HAIR, WAI YU NO GROW? D8

SERIOUSLY, my hair has not grown an INCH since I last cut it. Maybe it did lah. A BIT. -__________-' My fringe is annoying me. It won't stay in place. It's too darn straight. Asdfghjkl. Maybe I should cut it by hand. SNORTS. Chyeaaaah, right. I might end up like the darker, weirder-looking version of Lee Taemin (during his debut years) if I'm not careful. AGAIN. But on the bright side, my hair is not in it's usual state of puffiness anymore, ever since I did that relaxing treatment on it. :D Imma grow it out and see how it goes.

Oh, wait, I think I just grew three penises waiting for my hair to grow. -.-

K, bai.

P.S. Oh, and I hereby declare Amal Haziqah Hasanuddin demoted from the status 'BFF' to her new status, 'EX-BFF' due to certain Unforeseen Circumstances.

P.P.S. The Unforeseen Circumstances being her LYING to me! Le gasp! :O

P.P.P.S. And I believed her.

P.P.P.P.S. -.-

P.P.P.P.P.S. I LAP YOU, MALMAL. :3

My funny teeth and me.

2010-12-03T15:43:00.006+08:00

"Grow up la."

"Act your age."

"Please be more mature."

"Stop acting like a child."

"Are you even eighteen??"

These sentences above are just about a few of the lines people direct at me. I admit, I do not act like I'm 18. I still watch Disney ( like, is that even a crime? WTF), I bounce around like I'm high on sugar, I make stupid animal noises, I still have little spats with my sisters (sometimes ending up in physical violence), I own a Nerf Gun, half of my bed is occupied by soft, cuddly toys, I read my 11 year-old sister's kiddy books (oh, and did I mention I'm still keeping my old Sesame Street book?) and sometimes, I prefer cowering in my mother's shadow, rather than socialise like those other 18 year olds out there. So, that makes me a kid?

If you were to dig down into my life, you would notice that I do attempt housework (minus the cooking, as I have this phobia that I might get burnt -.-), I also try to budget during my college/university hours (but I always fail, and will usually end up borrowing my friends' money, much to my embarrassment) AND I did survive my first semester, mind you. Do you think a 12 year old could do that? NOPE, DON'T THINK SO.

So yes, I'm not the PERFECT 18 year old, but I am definitely not 12, okay? -.- (Okay lah, most of the time I'm 12, but shhhhhhh.) Here's to legality and watching 18 SX(?) movies! Woo! :B

I shall now end this post with a picture of me and my kid partner-in-crime:

(Oh, and Jillian's going to New Zealand to study accounting and business on the 23rd of December.) D:

K, bai.

Use S.D.H.H.P.C. for YOUR convenience!

2010-12-01T01:54:00.009+08:00

Good morning, my fellow homo sapiens! :D

It is I, Sofeya, blogging at 2:05 AM on a Wednesday Morning on the 1st of December 2010. (Oh, and also, HAPPY 1ST DECEMBER! :3) Time passes so fast, doncha think? This means in one month, I'll be back in my college/university campus 1 and a half hours away from hooooome. D: *rolls around emo-like* But like ANYWAYS, this month is gonna be interesting, I hope. Two words: Singapore and Bandung. Okay, that was three words. Whatever. December is the month where SHOPPING MODE : ON. Hohoho, Merry Christmas, mateys! :B

But ANYWHOOOOOO, I made this blog post NOT because I wanted to tell you about Christmas Sales (!!!!!!!!!!) or whatever. Pffft, BORIIIIIING STUFFFS. *rolls eyes* I mean seriously, walking around shops for like, the whole day, looking and trying on all those glorious, CHEAP and DISCOUNTED clothes. Like, HELLOOOO! WHY MUST WE TORTURE OURSELVES. After all, they're JUST clothes. Snorts, snorts. I mean, I have better things to do than shop for clothes y'know? Like, perhaps, blogging about my new PENCIL CASEEEEEEE. 8'D

It's not exactly new, actually. I bought it when I melancong-ed to the UK. IT IS SO COLOURFUL I CAN DIE. 83 NYEHEHEHEHEHE. Here it is:

The front side of my Super Duper Hip and Happening Pencil Case.

ANOTHER PONY ON THE BACK, ASDFGHJKL. WITH A CAT ON IT. AND A CHICKEN BIRD LOOKALIKE.

Bought it at Marks & Spencers for 9.50 pounds, yo. :')

YES, IT HAS COULOURFUL MARKERS BE JEALOUZ. I MEAN CLOLURFUL. NO, CLOLOURFUL. Ignore my spelling please.

Like, HEH-LOOO. What is a pencil case without COLOUR PENCILSSSSSS! (Finally got the spelling right, phew.) -.-

My pencil case includes a STENCIL (eat your socks, kindergarteners!), a wide ruler (I've always wanted one of those! :'D), TWO pencils, an eraser and a sharpener.

Oh, and yes, my Super Duper Hip and Happening Pencil Case (or SDHHPC for short :B) has three layers (?). BET YOURS DOESN'T, HAH. >8D

A happy Super Duper Hip and Happening Pencil Case customer! (Y)

P.S. The blog author's statements above about shopping being a waste of time is actually a LIE.

P.P.S. Yes, the blog author loves to shop.

P.P.P.S. HAPPY YEAR END SALE-SHOPPING, PEOPLE! 8D

K, bai.

Subtitles.

2010-11-30T01:45:00.003+08:00

I AM A FAILED MALAYSIAN.

*nangis teresak-esak terguling jatuh dalam tasik*

T_____T

ANYWHOOOO, I just got back from Istana Budaya an hour ago. What was I doing at Istana Budaya, you ask? *DRUMROLLS PLEEEASE. 8D* Dun dun DUNNNNN!

NATRAH THE THEATRE VERSION. Wooosh! :D

I tagged along with Amal, Mun and Fai to watch this staged production the ever-magnificent Istana Budaya. We bought the 70 ringgit tickets, a level above with seats that are not too bad. Actually, they were not bad at all. I thought I was going to be blocked by the tall man two rows in front of me, but I was proved wrong. HEHE. Natrah was coool. The actors were awesome, the props were fantastic and the songs actually did make my foot tap. Sorta, HAHA. All in all, a good performance yo! The four of us girls were pretty much eyeing Mr. Aaron Aziz (is that how you spell his name?) the whole time actually. Aiyohhh. -.-' Heehee. Blame it on ze hormones. :B

And macam yeaaaaaaah, hung around the lobby place for a bit after the show ended. Tried to jenguk-jenguk jengket-jengket kat the famous people who were signing autographs at the lobby place - e.g. Maya Karin, Liyana Jasmay, Remy Ishak (?) etc. - but kinda failed 'cos there were too many adoring fans. -.- Mujurlah, kami pendek. (With the exemption of Fai, who is tall and was wearing heels, so tall-ness + heels = VERY tall. ;O)

HAHAHAHA AND OMG, which reminds me of a certain incident that took place at KLCC hours before we made our way to the show. ;DDDDDD DUN DUN. *DRUMROLLS AGAIN PLEEEEEEASE!*

FAI TANGKAP GAMBAR DENGAN THAT ADNAN SEMPIT GUYYY, SHAHEIZY SAM. (?)

Kih kih kih! (Rempit jap. GEDDIT? Rempit = Adnan Sempit? HEEHEEHEE I'M SO FUNNEHS. -.- K, don't judge me. Psh! :B) HAHAHA yes, he was at KLCC and like so many people wanted to take pictures with him. I didn't know he was that famous. LOL. (Y) And so anyways, Fai is like a huge fan of him and at first she was all malu and stuff to approach him, but she eventually did. (With no help from Mun and Amal, who were laughing at Fai's expressions. -____-') (Okay, I did laugh lah. A BIT. Pffft. :3) HAHA Fai was like, soooo bahagia after that. :D

Heehee okay lah, tu je yang I nak cerita. Fare-thee-well!

K, bye.

Lights, camera, ACTION!

2010-11-28T01:25:00.005+08:00

These are two shots from that Saturday night. I think this happened like, eons ago. Not sure. Feels like it. -.- I think I'm getting old. Omg, I was emo today. HAHA. But I bounced back after emo-ing for like, 5 minutes. I am an awesome eMoGurLz. (Y)

K,bai.

P.S. I look so normal compared to Mun, doncha think? PSH. :B

2010-11-27T13:28:00.001+08:00

Whenever parents tell you they love all of you equally,

THEY'RE FCKING LYING.

Kthanksbai.

Before my head hits the pillow,

2010-11-25T03:33:00.008+08:00

So, like, hey. :)

Can't really sleep right now. Okay, Amal's butt is facing me now. -.- Hope she doesn't fart. LIKE, KAN MAAAAL. ;) HAHA. OMG I sound so bloody stupid right now. Mujurlahh, pukul berapa en sekarang. I sometimes wonder why the heck to I blog in English, when you know, I'm MALAY and all zat. Aiyoh, where do I start?

Reasons why I blog in English:

1. I want to improve my English.

2. I find it waaaay easier to blog in English.

3. English is a cool language. (Y) [Not that BM isn't. I mean, y'know. Blehh, who am I kidding, I can't lie, kthanksbai.]

4. My Malay words are like, soooo zaman batu. Oh wait, SKEMA. Yes, that's the word. Woosh!

5. Okay, nawww, I just wanted a reason kelima 'cos the list'll look nicer this way. HI. 8D

I mean, I know that the Malay language, aka. BM is my mother tongue and all, and yes, I'm supposed to be awesome and all whee-I'm-an-expert at it, but honestly, BM is too hard to be an expert at. Heck, maybe even BM school teachers aren't total experts at this language. Good, maybe. But expert? Possible, yes. But entahlaaaa, BM makes me so confuuuuused. T_T (Terjun tasik jap.) Aiya, susahlah itu BM.

I get so frickin' annoyed when I see people staring at me when I speak English. It's as if it's a CRIME to speak English, with me being Malay and all. Aiyoyo, then start lah mulut laser depa tu. Perasan mat salleh lah, tak ingat diri Melayu lah, syok sendiri lah... PSHHHHH. I mean, is it wrong to practice a second language? Of course lah I speak BM. DUHHHHHH. Speaking English all the time doesn't mean that you're forgetting your roots tau. It's called kemajuan. Meaning, I wanna keep up with these times, y'know? I mean, takdalah I nak moden sangat sampai lupa diri, lupa solat, berzina sana sini and all that.

This world is a tough place. Nowadays, it's hard to get a job that doesn't require you to speak even the basics of English. Dahlah I ambik mass comm. Lagilah kaaaan. It's a dog eat dog world out there, and if you're not good enough, they pounce on you like tigers attacking a herd of sheep. The world is cruel, dude. That's what colleges/universities are for, I guess. They train you, bit by bit, before you step out into the real world. Heck, we've been trained since kindergarten. What do you learn first when you're three? (Or four, depending on which age exactly you enrolled for kindy, kbabblingagainthanksbai.) Maybe, a bit of math, and yes, ENGLISH. Well sorta, since it's A, B, C and stuff. But yeah, they teach you that in both languages, so yes, ENGLISH IS IMPORTANT AS WELL AS BM.

In conclusion: It is not a crime to speak English a lot. (Saja nak bold-kan nak buat dramatic sikit. :B)

Merepek-ing again. Aiyoyo. (HEEHEE I LOVE THAT WORD.) K, thanksbai.

P.S. I love Ariel the Little Mermaid's hair. It's so pooofy. :D And red. K TIDUR SOFEYA NIGHT.

Domo arigatou!

2010-11-19T15:17:00.004+08:00

This girl gets one million views on Youtube just by doing nothing. LITERALLY.

The world never ceases to amaze me. -.-'

But she's cool, anyhow. :D Damn, I miss Japan. :(

No one will ever learn the meaning of 'equality' anymore.

2010-11-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

OKAY, HONESTLY SPEAKING, I SO DON'T WANT TO HATE YOU OKAY. BUT YOU ARE MAKING THAT SO VERY HARD.

Just because people are different, it doesn't mean that you should treat them differently. In the end, you'll find out that everyone's just the same. Why can't anybody see that nowadays. ;( And like, I'm getting all emotional here because I have friends like that okay. And if you diss my friends, you're dissing me too. Please don't make me hate you. Please.

P.S. This year's Aidiladha celebrations was nothing to shout about. :/

Remember, remember the 14th of November.

2010-11-15T02:50:00.004+08:00

Goodbye, first semester. May you rest in peace. :') Ngawhaw.

My other group of special people. ♥

Group picture before we leave our campus for a month (and a half! D:).

(Picture credits go to Pizi Shawal a.k.a PIJI and his 'camera besaq'.)

I hereby declare my first semester at UiTM Alor Gajah, Melaka DONE.

Date: 26 June 2010 - 14 November 2010.

The Shout Awards please? :)

P.S. I nak my sim caaaaaaaard.

A great ending to a great semester.

2010-11-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

These are some of my special people ♥ :

Gambar ni lawa sebab I yang ambik. HEEHEE. Bangga jap. :'D

Ahem ahem, MY FINALS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR. PARTAAAAAAAAAAAY. Woohzaaaah! 8D The last paper was COM 161 a.k.a Introduction to Communication and Media Studies. It was well, -.- They gave us 3 hours to answer all the questions and I took 2. Partly because I was done answering and partly because I FORGOT ALOT OF STUFFS. O_O *muka emo* It was sad saying goodbye to my roomies and classmates. :( (And yes, Piji, still waiting for the pictures. -___-') All in all, a very awesome semester. :) See you again soon, Lendu! For now, imma pay attention to PJ in the next month. (And a half.) ;D

DMC 1D, I'll miss you. See you guys next yeaaaaar! :) Kau ingat kau DIVA? >;D

KBAI. :B

You are the air I breathe.

2010-11-13T21:15:00.006+08:00

The day before yesterday, yesterday and today was super duper awesome. Syairah, Mun, Afiq, Acap (new name: Capcap), Amal, Salwa & Eishah, you guys have reminded why I'm still bothering to breathe. HAHA. ;) Sayang sangaaaaaaaaat! <3

Mun and I have created code names for those two: Semut jantan & semut betina. Yes, not exactly creative, but hey, I bet lots of you don't even know who the hell I'm talking about. >:B HOHOHO. And for the record, I'm so OVER youuu. Lots of thanks to Mun, Syairah and Capcap for that. Especially Capcap, 'cos he actually made evil remarks about semut betina. I know it's mean, but lawak okaaaaay! HEHEHEHE. :B (Y)

Don't really feel like telling you what has been going on these past few days, but lemme tell you this: PORT KLANG. HAHAHAHA. Lawaaaaks! Oh, sebelum lupa, CONGRATS to Syairah and Capcap for getting back together. AGAIN. Like, what izzit now; the fourth time? -.- HAHA, anywhooo, thank God those two worked their problems out, 'cos serious shit, I really missed lepak-ing with both of them at the same time! :)

My sister bought that weird Justin Bieber book. -______-' She won't even open it properly, like WTF. Tidak dapat ku memahami. Psh. :B

SALWA, UPLOAD GAMBARS CEPAAAAT! :D

Heehee, kbai. :)

To a 'DEAR' friend of mine,

2010-11-11T22:16:00.006+08:00

When I found out, I expected to have some kind of pain shoot through my heart like a million daggers. That didn't happen. Wow. I'm proud of myself. :'D

Semoga kamu dua berbahagia bla bla bla all that shizz. You guys memang sesuai pun; dua-dua desperate. >:B Okay, OMG I'M SO MEAN. -_-

K, malas nak kisah pasal you dah. After all, if you were a friend, you would have bothered to keep in contact, but you don't. I have been trying to save this friendship, but if the other side does not make a move, why bother saving it? Have a nice life, asshole. Tak yah lah dok bajet sangat ah; kalau taknak tegur sudaaaaah.

P.S. Saya berharap anda terasa. :') (Y)

P.P.S. I'm in my PMS-y mood 'cos some bastard stole my phone, so heh, too bad lah for you.

P.P.P.S. I know it's the jealousy monster attacking me, but heck, all of this up here is true. Should have listened to my friends from the beginning.

YOU AIN'T WORTH IT.

K, BAI. :D

Monday Blues

2010-11-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

Oh, why, HELLO AGAIN. Saya akan memulakan post saya ini dengan gambar Domo-kun makan durian. :B STARE AT IT, HEEHEEHEE. I drew it meself. (Y)

Hek hekzzz. (Rempit jap.) I'm currently blogging on ze home PC 'cos the Celcom broadband connection on my lappy is still being it's babi self. -.-' My two remaining sisters (one's at school; they're having some weird camp after-PMR thingy) are watching the EMA's. As usual, it's because of Justin Bieber, or Elyssa (that's my sister) wouldn't even bother to watch that. PSH. Sebenarnya I nak tengok Bieber jugak HEHE. Grrr, still haven't really gotten round to studying yet. My friends back in PJ pun belum jumpa lagi. :( I miss them like shiiit. But oh wells, most of them are having their finals now (padahal I pun ada sebenaqnya -.-), so they're pretty much locking themselves up in their rooms, studying. I wish I had that much dedication to my studies. T_T But I kinda stick to my "life is short" perception, so yeahhhh, studying ain't exactly one the highlights in my to-do list. But of course, before you start thinking I'm some loser who has no future, I DO study. Just not as hard as those braniacs with a 3.5 CGPA and stuff. Sigh. I do try though. :(

Okay, so Katy Perry's performing right now, lol. Baby, you're a fireworkkkk. Found some old pictures of my friends in SSP. Wanted to scan them and put them up on Facebook, actually, but the scanner's not working. -___- Typical.

Early morning rant:

2010-11-08T04:20:00.005+08:00

OWHALLOWTHARR.

(omg asal takda colour niiih? D:<)

Okay, I have come up with one conclusion here: CELCOM PRETTY MUCH SUCKS IN MY HOUSING AREA. ASDFGHJKL. Macam babi okay. Lembaaaaaabs. Okay, I bet you're going all, "Why the heck aren't you using your home wireless?" Answer: THE PASSWORD IS TOO LOOOONG. O.O HAHA, I tau I ni pathetic sikit. Pemalas. What to do. Sigh. But seriously lah, Celcom is hella slow. Imma go complain. Like, later. SNORTS. (LIES LIES LIES!)

So anywaaaays, I can't sleep. Maybe it's partly because of the club songs I'm pasang-ing right now, or maybe it's beacuse I pretty much have started a routine of sleeping at 5 AM everyday now. It sucks, really. I end up walking around the house like a dead zombie (yes, DEAD zombie; that's how bad it is, 'cos zombies memang dah mati pun) or actually falling asleep on my text books during my feeble attempts at studying.

Heh, studying. The currently most used word said by my parents everyday. Oh, yesh, the beauty of studying. Does it not bring tears to your eyes whenever you hear that beautiful word. STUDY. It brings joy to my life and my heart leaps with fondness at every mention of that word. Maybe I should start a WE LOVE STUDYING club. (Jillian and I have discussed this, actually. SNORTS.) After all, studying a day keeps the doctor away. -____- (This is, in fact, totally untrue, as studying causes migraine which makes you start screaming away like an idiot which makes your parents cross and then they make you see the doctor anyway, in case you have a crayon stuck in your brain or something.)

Oh, and did I mention I hate crayons? I love staring at them, yeah, but don't you just hate it when all the crayon dust gets stuck under your nails (which you obviously forgot to cut) and then you end up eating food with the distant taste of crayons for the rest of the week? Yup, so no crayons for me. They're just nice for staring at.

*stares at crayons*

Alrighty, imma TRY to sleep now. Friggin' insomnia. [Feels like insomnia, aaaaaaah! -Wheesung] -___-' Oh and sorry for that long rant. Not that anyone reads this blog anyways, bagus lah tu. :') Selamat malam! (Y)

EYES, WAI YU NO CLOSE?? D8<

You're so near, yet so far.

2010-11-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

Right now, I'm missing (in no particular order) :

Mun, Amal, Salwa, Eishah, Amira, Ainil, Fai, Kar, Syairah, Afiq, Ashwin, Wei Li, Shu May, Mon, Rachel, Andrew, Daniel, Cikgu Ros, Jillian, Khavi, Sya, Frish, Nat, Jacq, Yi Laine, Pei Jin, Azreen, Syaza, Yott, Ocha, Ayn, Dyana, Zara, Intan, C-dek, Nyet, Zaf, Sha, Acap, Farfar, Hazi, Iffah, Ili, Hanis, Ami/Thaqif/RAH, Hazim, Fatin S. , Capati, Riyal & Adri (for some reason, they come in a pair. -.- HAHA!), Ainun, Ipin, Oya, Lyna, Bihah, Alyaa, Azeera, Shushi, Xiu Jong, Kay Jean, Azureen, Elaine Beh, Fina, Nani, Mas, Kathleen, Li Jing, John, Yew Weng, Hana, Rachel, Sharmaine, (basically the whole Japan crew lah), Khairul Bariyah, Nadia Amira, Athirah, Su, Piji, Shiro, Yana, and Zarifah.

Good luck looking for your name! ;D Hoho's! (Y)

Issues, issues, issues, tissues.

2010-11-05T04:07:00.004+08:00

You MAN enough? >:B

Currently listening to Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney. :)

Day two back in KJ and I'm already missing Lendu. Okay, not really. HAHA. Missing my Lendu pals and roommates, mainly. (Yott, Ocha, Ayn, Dyana, Zara, Zaf, Sha, Nyet + C-dek, CLUBBING during sem break, yeah? Or we could just lepak, whatever. Heehee.)

Just a Dream by Nelly

Oh, and I just remembered the dream I had during my afternoon nap yesterday (it being already 4.13 AM on the 5th of November right now). IT. WAS. WEIRD. Like, I can't tell you what it is about, exactly, but it involves dresses, and Ainil (HAHA!) and running around shopping malls and stuff. Oh, and a roller coaster. No idea where the heck that came from. -.-

IF YOU'VE EVER LOVED SOMEBODY PUT YOUR HANDS UP. K, sha'ap, it's 4.15 AM already. I'm sleepy. -______-' *pauses for like, 2 minutes, trying to think of what to type next*

I'm in my sisters' room right now. Watched a movie, SCOTT PILGRIM VS. THE WORLD. I typed that in big letters 'cos I want you to watch it. >:'D (Y) So funneh. And it has Anna Kendrick in it too. (Oh, you knowww, that Twilight girl.) My sister has already covered 96% of the wall beside her bed with Bieber posters. More underneath her bed, if you're interested. She won't even let me have one of the Bieber tattoos! *sulky face*

P.S. I took so long looking for the '%'. Now I know it's on number 5. Nyohoho. -.- (Fails.)

Go Ape by Far East Movement

Wooo, I'm boring. Kbai, wanna sleep.

Life without you is like wearing sneakers without socks.

2010-11-01T04:10:00.004+08:00

I am missing my Rempititas very much. Mun, get your DL butt back to PJ as fast as possible please. Ainil, you suck and I sayang you. Amal, I still miss you even though you're just two floors down from me. Eishah, rinduuu sangat-sangat and I know you miss Mushroom too! >:B Fai, you've always been nice to me. ♥ HAHA. Amira, KKS (kawan karib selamanya). (Y) Kar, you small, evil person. :') And Salwa, I will drive you around one daaaay! *muka semangat yang kental*

Why.

2010-11-01T04:03:00.001+08:00

It's funny how you pretend to not care anymore when you actually do. A lot.

Oh, 14th of November, how you make me smile. ;)

2010-10-27T13:28:00.004+08:00

This week O_O

Wednesday: CTU 101; The Fundamentals of Islam (DONE! :'D)

Thursday: CSC 134; Computer Science? ._.

Friday: BEL 120; ENGLISH!

Next week ;O

Wednesday: BBM 111; Bahasa Melayu asdfghjkl. -.-

Next next week :B

Sunday: COM 161; Introduction to Mass Media

Then, PARTAAAAAAAAYYYYY! 8D (Y)

You're my heart, you're my beat, you're my love: FINALS! O_O

2010-10-26T15:05:00.004+08:00

Okay, so you were in my dream again last night. Go away now. -.-'

This will most prolly be the last post with a picture for 2 weeks, since the connection at Lendu is horrible. :/ Grr. I've got my finals, starting tomorrow. And I bet you have yours too! Sent out good luck texts to my friends who I think are having their exams too, and not even half replied. -__- This shows that I'm either not important to them, or they don't have any credit. Psh. D: Oh wells, off to pack for Lendu now. Bye! Oh, and,

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS. Nyohoho.

I whip my hair back and forth.

2010-10-26T01:40:00.004+08:00

Okay, I admit, I am a narcissist. But then again, who isn't?

Oh, and did I mention I did relaxing to mah hair? It's all straight and weird now. O_O Yes, you may laugh now. Woo. -.-'

KBAI.

Hey boy,

2010-10-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

Stop showing up in every one of my dreams, please. It makes me remember. :(

Sometimes I wonder,

if you will ever know how I felt about you,

and whether we'll laugh about it

and pretend it never happened.

I got the magic in me.

2010-10-22T01:19:00.003+08:00

Today was definitely unproductive. Managed to cram a few more things in my head (something about 'application software') (oh, heck yeah, Computer Science, my favourite subject), before getting a brain meltdown sometime in between 'graphics and multimedia applications' and 'finance (?) applications'. Blehhhh. -.- Spent the rest of my time watching two equally awesome movies, Grown Ups and 3 Idiots (a Bollywood film). Ended the day with an unexpected dinner with la familia at Chilli's in EMPIRE. (Don't ask me why I spelt that in big letters. -.-) All in all, a very relaxing day. :)

Now, mission 1: To convince my mum to let me go to Jogja with ze Rempititas. :D

Mission 2: Finish studying bloody CSC. GHMNAGDUHRMPH.

And I will find you, time after time.

2010-10-21T00:26:00.005+08:00

Thank you, small person. :)

Alouette uette uette;

2010-10-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

Currently obsessing over these songs (in no particular order):

1. Heartbeat Love - Janet Jackson feat. Pitbull

2. Only Girl (In The World) - Rihanna

3. Go Ape - Far East Movement

4. Girls on the Dance Floor - Far East Movement

5. Viva Forever - Spice Girls (Finally downloaded it! It's an old song, I know.)

6. Halo - Mike Posner (Kind of a remix of Beyonce's version, but with different lyrics. Awesome shit.)

7. Hello - SHINee ♥

8. Umbrella cover - All Time Low (Waaaay better than the original, in my opinion. :O)

9. One - Cody Simpson (Very Bieber-like, actually. Which I love. :D)

10. Love Love Love - FT Island, my boyfriendsssss. :') ♥

I can be your umbrella;

2010-10-20T15:17:00.002+08:00

The date today is;

20102010

A supposedly special day for everyone, I wonder why. O_O

Imma party, and party and pah- and pah- and partaaay!

2010-10-20T03:32:00.003+08:00

It's 3:34 AM right now, and it just struck me that you most prolly wouldn't know about my UiTM classmates, the new people in my life. Well, these are the first six that entered my mind, maybe because I hang out with them alot in and outside college. So tah-dah! The newest batch of people I have already started sayang-ing. Heehee!

Starting clockwise from top left;

1. Sophia Zulkifli a.k.a Ocha: She's pretty much a total rocker inside and out. Indulges herself with underground bands and TARBUSH. :P HAHA.

2. Nurfarriezatul Shuhada a.k.a Intan: She was that girl who sat next to me during our first class. She mixes around with everyone in class, and that's just one of her many awesome qualities. ;)

3. Siddiq Hakem a.k.a C-dek / Chino: You can spot him from a mile away by his fro and unique walk. Don't even mention his laugh lah kan. -.-' It WILL give you the creeps at night.

4. Diana Gilbert a.k.a GULBERTTT: Okay, so this girl nampak je ayu. DON'T BE FOOLED. >:) HAHA. She's a great singing partner if you wanna make fools outta yourselves in McD at 5 AM. :D

5. Ain Anissa a.k.a Ayn: Known for her 'rambut palsu', but honestly, I find her hair really nice. (Y) Haha, she's really sarcastic, which is totally entertaining. :D

6. Nur Aliya a.k.a Yott: I call her 'udang kering' for some reason I don't remember. She's the classmate I see the most, partly because we're in almost all the same groups for our assignments. NASTEHH. :B Hardcore Paramore fan, hurr.

Every hour of the day IYIYIYI. -.-

Take back your halo; you ain't nobody's angel now.

2010-10-19T19:20:00.003+08:00

So anyways, all this moving on shit is getting easier day by day. Maybe he wasn't that important to me after all. :D Like Mun and Syairah kept telling me, "He's not worth it." I'm finally listening to them. -.-' Psh.

I'm back at home now. Kinda stoning around in the house. Read 1 and half chapters of CSC and almost hit the snooze button. Sigh. My mum's not talking to me for some reason. Not anything new. :( Blahhh, imma go bathe now to pass the time. LOL.

Every girl deserves a guy who likes her back.

2010-10-15T20:21:00.005+08:00

In hopes that I can find a guy waaaaay better than you, I shall continue smiling until the sun rises in the west. :)

Can you make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world?

2010-10-14T11:16:00.004+08:00

Friday: Computer Science quiz.

Sunday: Kesatria Negara exam.

Monday: Public Speaking Final Exam.

OH. FREAK.

I so so so want to get into the Dean's List this semester, but at this rate it pretty much seems as if I'm going nowhere near the list. I mean, all I do here is sleep. -.-'

I can't believe it's the Finals already! (Yes, Finals with a big 'F'.) I mean, I just got here, y'know. Next semester's subjects seem to have a lot of writing involved. Uh-ohs. Oh, and my earphones are dead. Blardee hell. Merana tau hidup without my earphones! Asdsfghjkl. Maybe I should get one of those adorable colourful headphones I saw online. Can't exactly post a picture of them here, 'cos the broadband is green. (As usual.)

Okengsss. Nak tidur! (Y)